30 Days, 30 Letters.

Day 1 - Your BestFriend.

Dear Kajal,

I remember the when we became friends. I wrote on a piece of paper “Would you be my friend?” and when you just looked at me a nodded. I was so happy finally had my first friend, friend. We’re closer now that we’ve been in years. Im sorry for that time where we didn’t talk to each other. My life with be incomplete without you; it’d be like a puzzle with a giant missing piece. I LOVE YOU

Love, Sandra( Say)

Dear Ai theeng,

You’ve always been there for me. Always there to give advise or just listen. I feel like you’re the only one you understands what I go through. You always know what to say to cheer me up. Always there to chat about movie or just talk about anything. I cant imagine my life without you.

Love, Sandra

Day 2 - Your Crush.

Dear Crush,

Even though I like you a lot. I also hate you! I hate the feeling you bring. But I know that having crushes are good cause they teach you thinks about yourself…

Love, Sandra

Day 3 - Your Parents.

Dear Parents,

You drive me nuts but I love you. I wish I could tell you how I find myself a disappointment to you.

Dear Mom,

I wish you knew how much your words hurt me. Im sorry that you cant brag about me and that im disappointing you. Im sorry im a bad daughter. Im sorry I’ve hurt you so many times. Im sorry for everything I’ve done. I wish I could make it up to you.

Dear papa,

I wish you would stop asking for death as its passed on to me. Yes, sometimes I wish I could die so I could stop feeling this unknown pain. I love you. I hate it when you yell at me. Because you maybe yelling at me about something else but all I hear is how I’ve disappointed you.

With love, your second offspring, Sandra.

Day 4 - Your Sibling. (Or Closest Relative.)

Dear Amanda,

Sometimes I wish you would let me in. I wish we were closer so I could tell you about the things I go through. I want you to stop cutting me off when I go emotional. I get that you don’t want to feel it but I need you to listen to me! I can only tell you these thing but when I needed you the most you left me alone to face the demons.

Love , Your SISTER.

Day 5 - Your Dreams.

Dear Dreams,

I wish you’ll come back so that I could stop making dreams up. I miss you. I want a real dream to block out the fakes. But maybe they were never fake…

Love, A Dreamer?

Day 6 - A Stranger.

Dear Stranger,

I wish we knew each other better.

From, the other Stranger

Day 7 - Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush

Dear, Your Ex-Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Love/Crush

Everthing happens for a reason. Even if it doesn’t seem so at that time.

Love, Sandra

Day 8 - Your Favorite Internet Friend.

Dear, Chloe

You were the only one of Kajal’s friends to come and speak to me. You were so friendly to me. Im sorry I couldnt help when you needed me to.

Sincerely, Sandra